My Love For Him

If there's a happiest girl in this entire world, it would be me indeed!
Right now, I just love each and every moment in my life!

I know I am not perfect,pretty,fair,slim but still I am myself.
And I am so gifted I have that someone who could accept me for who I am and shower with lots of love.

I just don't wish to lose him in my life!
He is the only one who managed to engrave that little smile on my face :)

It was him who made me realize about life.
It was him who made me realize about my parents and siblings.
It was him who leads me to the right path.
It was him who always advices me.

And it was him who loves me unlimitedly .....
I just would like to thank the God for bringing him into my life.
Without him my life would just plainly go haywire.

Hey my dear boyfie, you know what, I love you endlessly :)
I promise I would take care of you as how a mother would take care of her son.
I will company you late night till you sleep as how a dad companies his son.

I will hangout with you all day long as how your friends does that with you.

And I will shower all my love,attention to you as how a wife would do.


I Love You Mahesan Gunasegaran :)

Happy One Month Anniversary 

My Big Brother From Another Mother

Introducing my big brother from another mother.
(Jeng jeng jeng)

Ok, His name is Vasanthan Rao @ Vasanth. I know him for quite a long time. He helped me a lot during my good and bad times.

He is the one who gave me various advices on overcoming my sadness. For some time, he got tired of giving me advice which I never put it into account. I took back all his advices and now I know I can be something that I want to be ! I don't need to be some one else! Keep looking forward and no turning back !

Past is past, never ever look back and remorse for it. I am glad that his advices actually worked out for me.
I am still mending myself, and I know as humans we could never be perfect.

Thanks Anne, for being there when I needed!
For making me brave and pushed me forward :)

You'll always have a special place in my heart anne :)

I'll love you to the core Vasan Anne :)

Thanks again! I appreciate your existence in my life........

I feel empty

Everything was going on well.
I wonder where's my mistake, what i did.
All i did was, i loved a person fully, truely, sincerely.
But that was not enough, because, i was not like his ex :'(
I know, i can't be her, but at least i am being myself .

I can give you happiness by being myself, but why are you expecting me to be her?
That one statement is enough, whereby you told, 'I can't forget her, I still love her'.
Thanks alot to you, for making me realize, that i got to walk all alone from now on, there's no one whom i can rely on better than myself.

I am not worth, i am just a unfortunate girl who deserves to be all alone, with a fake smile :)

Thanks............................

p/s: ILY still...................Thanks for being with me all this while baring my stinking character :')

Lie,Lies, Liar, Liars !

 Why is it a must to lie in a relationship? As i thought relationships are unfamiliar of lies? But what's going on? I wonder! There's a certain limit and a certain extend whereby a person can hold up to everything, but once the limit being exceeded, there it goes ! **FIGHT OF THE YEAR**

Is it difficult to have a relationship with trust and sincerity mainly? If there's no trust, there's no US !
Not many come across the reality of life, but why is it difficult to lead a relationship without problems, as the main problems occur due to LIES !!!
And how on earth am I to keep on forgiving and forgetting ! I am a HUMAN BEING as well! I do have feelings like the others! Please do shower me with mercy, or maybe I need to kneel down to your feet asking for showerings of mercy? There's a extend for everything, but don't hurt me, by putting my ownself down!! Remember, either of us are perfect ! As i said earlier to you, two imperfectionist people create a perfect relationship, don't prove it vice versa for heaven sake. You're creating a little hatred in me towards you, where I can't believe you for a single cent ! I hope you'll realize soon.



“I'd rather hear an ugly truth, rather than an obscure lie.” 

-Ana Monnar

What is relationship? *to me*

Telling everything out makes you feel better, but in some cases. It's better to hold up your feelings and keeping it to yourself. No one will understand what you're going through alas they go through it. A relationship. Whereby two partners share their secrets, their happiness and their sorrows. A relationship that stays forever within two people. Sincerity and trust, plays an important role. Nobody is perfect but two imperfectionist person are able to make one simple perfect relationship. Relationship should be taken seriously. A small fight could breakdown a relationship, but it only takes a few minutes to bring it back to normal. As for me, I would just wait for the right time, I am waiting for that one day whereby I'll be appreciated by everyone, and especially him. I know I am not perfect but one day he'll know that I am always his Mrs.Right !

Sister From Another Mother

Okay, hereby i'm introducing you, my sister from another mother!
Her name is Shaleny, we call her 'Shalu' ! 
She is a very bubbly girl! Funny most of the time!
Both of us can talk for a day long without a topic :P
She's such a dearie! My understanding sister ever.
She hears my problem and helps me out.
She is such a precious gem!!
I love her so much!
Love her to the core! 


The only thing that i hope for her is to get a understanding boyfriend in her life!
Because she deserves so much in her life! Love ya sayang!! 


You'll be my chello sister till the end!
Shaleny my little sister

HeartBreak!

Well it has been a very long time since i updated my blog.
But when i decided to write something on, and the only topic i could think about is
'HEARTBREAK' !

Well,it's not easy to go through life when you are heartbroken, every single thing seems to disturb your mind.
Each and every song that you tend to listen,and you realize that each and every song seem to be written just for you, the killer lyrics, mesmerizing words, sympathetic tune and all you can do is cry all night long listening to it and the only companion at that time is your pillow.

I had learnt a very great lesson, on how to overcome this heartbreak, making myself busy, occupying with some work, and never wish to relax as it reminds me the past and the problems i went through. All i can do now is, to wish things like this never happened.



p/s: A short text is something i still do wait for, and yearn for.