My Late Brother And Bestie Joshua Joseph

REMEMBER JOSHUA, HOW BOTH OF US TALKED TO EACH OTHER?
REMEMBER WHAT WE USE TO DO AFTER SCHOOL WITH MY FRIENDS?
REMEMBER WHAT WE TALKED DURING OUR SPORT'S PRACTICE?
YOU USED TO ASK ME, "AKKA, HOW CAN YOU BE THIS THIN? I TRIED BUT IT NEVER WORKED". AND I WOULD SAY "IT'S MY LUCK, NOT EVERYONE IS LUCKY YOU SEE" 

I USED TO BULLY YOU, USED TO MESS YOUR HAIR, TIE IT UP, PUT MY HAIRBAND ON YOUR HAIR....

AND I SAID "JO, YOU LOOK LIKE TORRES"....
AND YOU SAID, "AKKA, DON'T PUT IN FB, I BEG YA"

YOU WOULD SUPPORT ME ALL WAY THROUGH!

YOU WOULD SHOUT AND CHEER ME WHEN I PARTICIPATED DURING SCHOOL SPORTS DAY,NOW, YOU ARE JUST NO WHERE TO BE FOUND.......

YOU USED TO COME OVER TO MY WORKING PLACE AT TGV CINEMAS TO WATCH MOVIES.WE LOITERED AT THE PARKING LOT, BUSY WITH GOSSIPS.

YOU USED TO TELL ME MOST OF YOUR STORIES, BUT YOU DIDN'T TELL ME THAT YOU WAS ABOUT TO GO FAR FROM ME.
YOU WAS EQUALLY GOOD IN ACADEMIC AND SPORTS.
YOU WAS JUST TOO GOOD!!!
I JUST MISS YOU SO MUCH!

MISS ALL THOSE MOMENTS WITH YOU!
THOUGHT TO MYSELF, WHY CAN'T I HAVE YOU BACK???
BUT I GUESS GOD JUST LOVES YOU MORE RIGHT?
I WAS SO DEPRESSED, TENSED,SAD AND ALL KINDA MIXED FEELINGS.
DIDN'T HAVE THE CHANCE TO SEE YOUR FACE FOR THE VERY LAST TIME.
ALL I HAVE NOW, IS YOUR SWEET MEMORIES WITH ME, WHICH MAKE ME SMILE AND CRY AT TIMES........
GOD BLESS YOU LIL BROTHER AND MY BEST FRIEND!
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

REST IN PEACE JOSHUA