Today's Update

Mere mahiya sanam jaanam
ki main kareyaan
nami daanam
shab guzri te jag soya
ni main jageya nami daanam

O my only beloved,
What I am doing I don't know.
The night has passed and the world slept (through the night)
but I don't know (why) I am awake..

ni main kamli kamli

ni main kamli kamli mere yaar di

I am mad, crazy,

I am crazy about my beloved..

I HAD A SUDDEN THOUGHT OF STARTING MY UPDATE TODAY WITH THIS SONG LYRICS :) ! *ADDICTED TO THE CORE*
P/S DHOOM3 (KAMLI)

SO, WHAT THOUGHT I HAD TODAY?
HAD A PROBLEM, WAS TENSED. PRETTY MUCH DEPRESSED.

BUT THERE CAME MY SUPERMAN=BOYFRIEND=MAHESAN! WHO FLEW IN AND SOLVED MY PROBLEM IN A BLINK OF EYE!

HE WILL ALWAYS PUT ME FIRST IN EVERYTHING THAT HE DOES!

HE STILL THINKS ABOUT ME EVEN HE IS AT WORK AND SPEND SOME QUALITY TIME ON MAKING ME FEEL BETTER THROUGH PHONE CALL :)

AND THE WORST THING YET THE BEST THAT HAPPENED TODAY IS, I ACCIDENTALLY, OR BETTER TO SAY EXCITEDLY UTTERED 'I LOVE YOU' SO LOUDLY TILL MY MOM COULD HEAR ME AS SHE WAS JUST FEW METRES AWAY FROM ME.

HAHAHA! MAYBE SHE JUST PRETENDS AS IF SHE KNOWS NOTHING.

*DEEP IN MY HEART* ----> OH GOD! I AM SO DEAD !

Hail The Almighty! He'll take care of the rest! :)

So adios for NOW!

Take care guys !
Thanks for reading :)

The 'Grumpy Him'

Ok lets begin the story about 'HIM'.
'HIM' referred to my little Prince Charming Mahesan :)

Morning when he wakes up, (*usually he wakes up in the afternoon*)
He will be so grumpy, lazy but he sounds seriously cute!
And his voice is seriously the sexiest shit ever.

He'll send me a text. And it sounds something like this :)
A screen capture from my handphone.

Once he wakes up, he makes my day way too awesome !
Look at that text, isn't that cute? :)

Next when he goes to work, he'll be still worried whether I ate or not.
Whenever he has time, he'll never fail to text me asking me a word whether I had taken my lunch or not.       
                                       


Caring uh? Well, too bad he is mine :) (*evil grins*)

Next when we fight! Hahaha! As usual, all couples fight !
But our fight is seriously the serious one ever.
When he is always late for his date!
:P

Very much serious uh? This is him, covering up when he comes late and eventually I melt ! (*face palm*)

And the next one is when i fall sick, and he worries to the power of infinity !

No jealousy ok? :P

(*ignore my assumptions uh*)

And then when we fight in the car, I mean, well, you know the cute, small, romantic fights.

And I Love his cute grin and laugh when he bullies me up to the maximum.

This video, portrays how we fight in the car :P
Starring: My baby Mahe and Me :P

                                       













He never forgets to make me feel special just by sending this text :)

Feel seriously special by reading it over and over again :)
He misses me almost everyday and so do I :)

Happy 2nd Month Anniversary Bie....
You make me feel so special with your presence in my life.

Its like, lighting up my dark life again.

Love you the bits!

Muahhh Muahh Muaaaaahhhhhh!!!! :*


Sincerely,
Your Wife
Roopini Mahesan <3 nbsp="">

My Love For Him

If there's a happiest girl in this entire world, it would be me indeed!
Right now, I just love each and every moment in my life!

I know I am not perfect,pretty,fair,slim but still I am myself.
And I am so gifted I have that someone who could accept me for who I am and shower with lots of love.

I just don't wish to lose him in my life!
He is the only one who managed to engrave that little smile on my face :)

It was him who made me realize about life.
It was him who made me realize about my parents and siblings.
It was him who leads me to the right path.
It was him who always advices me.

And it was him who loves me unlimitedly .....
I just would like to thank the God for bringing him into my life.
Without him my life would just plainly go haywire.

Hey my dear boyfie, you know what, I love you endlessly :)
I promise I would take care of you as how a mother would take care of her son.
I will company you late night till you sleep as how a dad companies his son.

I will hangout with you all day long as how your friends does that with you.

And I will shower all my love,attention to you as how a wife would do.


I Love You Mahesan Gunasegaran :)

Happy One Month Anniversary 

My Big Brother From Another Mother

Introducing my big brother from another mother.
(Jeng jeng jeng)

Ok, His name is Vasanthan Rao @ Vasanth. I know him for quite a long time. He helped me a lot during my good and bad times.

He is the one who gave me various advices on overcoming my sadness. For some time, he got tired of giving me advice which I never put it into account. I took back all his advices and now I know I can be something that I want to be ! I don't need to be some one else! Keep looking forward and no turning back !

Past is past, never ever look back and remorse for it. I am glad that his advices actually worked out for me.
I am still mending myself, and I know as humans we could never be perfect.

Thanks Anne, for being there when I needed!
For making me brave and pushed me forward :)

You'll always have a special place in my heart anne :)

I'll love you to the core Vasan Anne :)

Thanks again! I appreciate your existence in my life........

I feel empty

Everything was going on well.
I wonder where's my mistake, what i did.
All i did was, i loved a person fully, truely, sincerely.
But that was not enough, because, i was not like his ex :'(
I know, i can't be her, but at least i am being myself .

I can give you happiness by being myself, but why are you expecting me to be her?
That one statement is enough, whereby you told, 'I can't forget her, I still love her'.
Thanks alot to you, for making me realize, that i got to walk all alone from now on, there's no one whom i can rely on better than myself.

I am not worth, i am just a unfortunate girl who deserves to be all alone, with a fake smile :)

Thanks............................

p/s: ILY still...................Thanks for being with me all this while baring my stinking character :')

Lie,Lies, Liar, Liars !

 Why is it a must to lie in a relationship? As i thought relationships are unfamiliar of lies? But what's going on? I wonder! There's a certain limit and a certain extend whereby a person can hold up to everything, but once the limit being exceeded, there it goes ! **FIGHT OF THE YEAR**

Is it difficult to have a relationship with trust and sincerity mainly? If there's no trust, there's no US !
Not many come across the reality of life, but why is it difficult to lead a relationship without problems, as the main problems occur due to LIES !!!
And how on earth am I to keep on forgiving and forgetting ! I am a HUMAN BEING as well! I do have feelings like the others! Please do shower me with mercy, or maybe I need to kneel down to your feet asking for showerings of mercy? There's a extend for everything, but don't hurt me, by putting my ownself down!! Remember, either of us are perfect ! As i said earlier to you, two imperfectionist people create a perfect relationship, don't prove it vice versa for heaven sake. You're creating a little hatred in me towards you, where I can't believe you for a single cent ! I hope you'll realize soon.



“I'd rather hear an ugly truth, rather than an obscure lie.” 

-Ana Monnar

What is relationship? *to me*

Telling everything out makes you feel better, but in some cases. It's better to hold up your feelings and keeping it to yourself. No one will understand what you're going through alas they go through it. A relationship. Whereby two partners share their secrets, their happiness and their sorrows. A relationship that stays forever within two people. Sincerity and trust, plays an important role. Nobody is perfect but two imperfectionist person are able to make one simple perfect relationship. Relationship should be taken seriously. A small fight could breakdown a relationship, but it only takes a few minutes to bring it back to normal. As for me, I would just wait for the right time, I am waiting for that one day whereby I'll be appreciated by everyone, and especially him. I know I am not perfect but one day he'll know that I am always his Mrs.Right !